Saturday, January 20, 2007

This post is kinda like dedicated to my classmates in 1B04. I wanted to blog yesterday night, but you know, blogger just lag. Ok, off the point, sorry!

Anyway, yesterday was Friday, last day of Semester 2. Last day together with 1B04. I think I'm gonna miss them quite a bit. I'm not one who enjoys parting and afterall, we've been together for a 1 year (almost) already. Being an emotional freak, I feel really down.

The next time school starts, I'll be having new classmates and I'm scared by this thought la. I hate making new friends all over becos' people tend to think I've got attitude problem. I feel like crying at this thought.

Parting is part and parcel of life. Cliche? But its damn true. You meet new friends, and they leave you. Life goes on and you meet new people again. I've a few good friends that have left my life, period. And I guess I'm still doing fine though I still miss them. 'Learn to let go' sounds easy ya? But I find it as hard as Econs is. The thought of it is going to make me cry, again. All of a sudden, I miss Zhuwen a lot. And he's got his own life in jc, so I guess I shan't bother him.

Anyway, have a great weekend people. SP is trying to get us killed by putting Econs and PACC papers side by side. ( : Have fun mugging!

To 1B04 sweethearts : I'm gonna miss you people loads. Takecare!

IDEA is so straining. The worse thing is that its only 2 credits and we are all slogging like hell. I swear that school is such a bitch. I guess all my classmates haven't been sleeping well since Term 4 started. All the projects and reports and exams are coming at once. I'm so dead. School is sucha bitch, am I right or am I right?
Sometimes I just don't know how to express my feelings to people. It isnt an ability that I should feel happy about. The part on having little grey matter is damn true ok.

OK. I am f- peeved. Lost the blogging mood.
Goodbye all.

I think i happen to knock myself silly on my head when i was young thus the grey matter in my brain is like so pathetic and little. -.-

SP definitely is trying to kill us all, or is it only me? I screwed up my Economics and Statistics. And exams are just around the corner. I told you (if there's anyone of you) i'm extremely suay this year and I managed to prove myself right again and again. ( I can do fortune telling already) IDEA module is just a whole load of crap, i cant see myself in the near future doing any designing of new and innovative products. but the business proposal part is something i must learn la.

Michael said that mass comm doesnt suit him, thus he is transferring to a course (i think?) on pyschology & whatever-i-cant-rmber . And i was so shocked about it because i thought that he really thought long and hard enough before he went into mass comm. I guess its not all about the thinking hard. Anyway, when i entered my course i didnt think hard at all and now, i also think that dbf is not for me. hahaha. i'm such a dilemma. whatever it is, i'll just have to make the best out of this mess. may god bless me.

Silence can be so frightening and yet be so comforting. But I hate silence. For now.

I can cry non-stop now, but i don't want.
"What doesn't kills me makes me stronger" I'm gonna make this my philosophy.

There are many ways to spend your New Year Eve and New Year Day.
Probably, having some feast with your lovely family.
Or squeezing thru' the crowd in some MarinaBay or Esplanade or Orchard Road.
But this year's special for me! I was down with fever since Friday. So i reckon that i'll be having extreme bad luck for the year of 2007!

When you see me around, you'll find that I've this aura of bad luck. SO STAY AWAY FROM ME!


HAPPY 2007! (: